swiftly, the month of may has descended upon us... so much has happened...
parties, gatherings, swine flu, new friends, new faces, new events, new stresses, new challenges...
2009 has been nothing short of dramatic... the road ahead is a blur... do i like it? no! am i going to attempt to embrace it? yes... am i scared? you can bet your last dime i am... there are just too many uncertainities... sometimes i question a little too much... perhaps really, i should just take one day at a time...
what's the year been? routine i guess... the so-called exciting and random life that one would expect of a freelance is settling into a pattern too... stability is good... boring is sometimes safe... done too many dangerous things... made too many reckless decisions...
note to self: slow down... enjoy each moment...everything will be fine...
ten years ago, i was passionate... on fire to make a difference... ten years later, jaded, cynical and somewhat too comfortable in a mould... in church-speak, i need a breakthrough... how and where? so help me God...
