hey you,
it's been a while since we spent quality time together. a lot has happened in the last couple of months. your career has taken on new flights that no one ever expected. who would have guessed that in 2009, you would be coaching and overseeing the training of five schools? stressful huh?
well, i'm glad that you have taken it into your stride and managing just fine. i'm glad that you have also built up a strong support system for yourself in every aspect of your career. congrats on the fruits of your labour.
but you know that i won't write unless something drastic happens.
you need to ask yourself: is it really worth it?
yes, it was a slap in the face but can you look beyond that? can you look beyond the beyond? love is blind but you are not. can you see what everyone else around you sees? are you just trying to pursue a noble ambition? in your aimless chase, you just look silly...
just let it go... for the third freaking time... IT IS NOT MEANT TO BE...
if you insist, here's a round of applause. you've put on a great show. i've enjoyed every moment of the drama. now take your bow and get off the stage. this show has ended, the lights are down, the curtains have fallen...
be who you are meant to be NOT who you want to be... live with it, what you want is far from what you are meant to be. you are meant to be that ice-cold killing machine that is capable of any feat. nothing is impossible for you. you know that the sky's the limit... why ground yourself when you should be soaring...
take a deep breath... hold it there... now let it go...
goodbye
the @ditor
